翘翘板上的平衡点







回想......
也有好一段时间都没再刷新心情日记了
觉得有太多、太多的情感,都无法轻易在字里行间中表达
每当遇到生活上的瓶颈,也只能忍气吞声
眼泪流干了、擦拭了,装一个微笑就假装带过了

发现身边的人事物,我都处理的不妥当
仿佛置身在一个翘翘板上
一个典型天平女的我,竟然也无法去平衡
究竟有谁能教我如何去衡量
怎样才能公平地取和舍?
我懂得,要舍;才有得
可是,到底哪一边要放得轻?
而哪一边却要就得重呢?
困惑,糊涂了我

唯有,选择成全一方
只能说声:对不起......
现实的生活里,绝对没有双赢的
希望有朝那一日,他会明白我的用心良苦
我宁愿牺牲那宝贵的青春,换来那多年的等待
别忘了证明给我看,我的付出是值得的
相信我,也希望他相信自己,好吗?

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第七章



    






曾经
挣扎的七年
我曾有一段爱得痛彻心扉的爱情故事
 过去
短暂的七星期
我竟然荒谬得恋上了那命中注定的真爱
现在
璀璨的七个月
我和他拥抱着承诺相互紧牵对方的双手
 未来
幸福的七十年
我们要永远同手同脚维系着一直到海枯石烂

毕竟这缘分得来不易
不是每个人都有机会坦荡荡得面对感情
在爱人面前轻松做回最原始的自己
坦诚相处的两个人毫无秘密、压力与避忌
感谢上天让赐给我们的际遇
感谢祂赐给我一场最赤裸裸的爱情

活在他牢牢监护的城堡里
就算城外荆棘弥漫
然而
我可以很任由的放肆
我可以很任性的自我
我可以很任意的耍性
我可以很任情的撒野
他毫无怨言地为我付出
他毫无私心地对我纵容

虽然他没有赠我颗闪亮的钻石
虽然他没有送我一束束的鲜花
虽然他没有哄我娃娃与泰迪熊
虽然他没有买我盒浓情巧克力
虽然他没有供我名牌包包衣鞋
虽然他没有给我上五星级餐厅
虽然他没有栋泳池配洋房
虽然他没有耀眼名贵跑车
虽然他没有艘豪华大游艇
虽然他没有高层般的薪资
虽然他没有手精细的厨艺
虽然他没有强魄健硕体格
虽然他没有嗓动人的歌喉
虽然他没有天天蜜语甜言

 不过
他有最温暖的怀抱
最宽阔的胸膛
最善解的体谅
最深情的温柔
最特别的默契
最体贴的呵宠
最傲人的上进
最热忱的关怀
最宝贵的信任
最透彻的了解
最自然的坦诚
最强悍的保护
最细心的灌溉
他还有一颗宇宙超级最无敌的真心  
原谅别人就是善待自己
渐渐释放了那坎坷的过去
当时还不够成熟的我
那个错的人没有珍惜与聆听
对他或许已原谅并加倍感激
即使现在偶尔会再想起
但已无法依旧像那过往般的深情
鸣谢他那时没有对我用情
好让我换来了这场百分百的相遇

我们的相遇就像已被月老善意安排的爱情,不能等待也不及准备
谢谢你他让我介入他的人生 
有了他,我的生命才是完整、美满的



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==== Session Closed For Final Exam Period =====





No doubt!
It's time for battling again.
In order to snatch my coming holidays,i got no choice to fight with the truckload of notes.

It could be another hectic week for me,right after the married week of my bro.
I deserved the last minutes workout since i spent my 3 pre-holidays weeks in KL.
God bless me for this final exam,please...


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110911




110911
The Day With All The Blesses 
Happy Marriage!











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Newbiesss



Drooling...
Here i step onto the mouth-watering session
found a restaurant which can be recommended to all

Seriously...
the foods served are tasty and delicious 
the environment and deco are attractive and unique 
(included the design of washroom)
the services are pretty well
and the most important part is the price list
so,i can definitely tell u that it is reasonable til the max 

1st time came across this area 
1st time entered this restaurant
It is Wild Basil at Solaris Dutamas

Ta da...
let's the pixs below to show u the delicacy

Mushrooms soups

Chef's Salads
Seafood Baked Spaghetti 
Grilled Lamb Chop

Mango Pudding with Vanilla Ice-cream

Overall was satisfying 
and promise will do have a return in the future
=)

Then...
We heading to the Matta Fair @ PWTC after the meals
searching and looking for a good deal for vacation
this is my ever 1st time to attend the Matta Fair in KL
we choose to come on the 1st day 
which is also fall on weekday (fri)
because we hope that it wont be so crowded 
if compare to the next two days (sat & sun)
we reached there around 5pm++
but we are the last couple to left the hall around 10pm++

Thai Traditional Dance Show

Liang Wen Yin




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黑白键




他和她之间



在你投入的每一段感情与关系之间
懂得并不代表清楚
清楚并不代表了解
了解并不代表理解
理解并不代表明白
明白并不代表体会

就像钢琴上的黑白键一样
黑键与白键彻底地了解对方
可是它们永远无法合为同一个键
它们上下
它们左右
颜色的分别
以及他们的长短
所以永远无法在同一平行线上
因此它们始终是分开的独立个体

请原谅我的怀疑与猜测
毕竟真心付出一段感情才会多心
请原谅我的情绪与思维
毕竟每个人有各自的想法和情感
请原谅我的妒忌与愤怒
毕竟女人是个天生爱吃醋的动物



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Irreplaceable Weekend




i successfully ran away from the bored town 
and finally back to my home-sweet-home

it supposed to arrive at 2.06pm
but my train delayed for the departure
and i reached Central around 3smthg
well, my baby picked me up then we decided to for our "lunner"
so, we heading to Noble Family Steak House at Viva Home

since we bought a voucher of it from Groupon before
so, baby choose a T-bone steak and i preferred Lemon Salmon as the main course
meanwhile we able to enjoy the buffet for the varieties of side dishes
the foods were taste-able while the services were definitely thumbs-up
we did pleased with our meals and the environment as well
it worth the next return and i strongly recommended to all the dudes

my baby and i went to The Gardens on sat after his work
we went for the antioxidant hot bed therapy at Ecoparadise
since we've made a reservation at 4pm
even though i left my printed-voucher at home 
but they allowed us to register as well

a set of towels,a set of Japanese robe and a locker key were provided to each of us
we entered our room named "Lavender" after we put on our yukata 
tumbler of water well prepaid beside our hot bed once we enter the room
lied on the ceramic tiles 
absorb antioxidants via the skin and breathing
the temperature pretty warm but of course not reaching the boiled-egg-level
seriously, it can really allows me to relax and detoxify 
we took a rest and served with the enzymes after sweating for 40mins
satisfied with the services of the front desk administrators and the facilities
enjoyed ourselves and glad to be bcz we got 3 more sessions to go
it really worth bcz i bought it tru Groupon during the 75% Off !

a lil bit starved after we done the hot bed theraphy
before we going home for dinner
we grabbed a solo pork-mince burger from Ninja Joe
with a cup of Taro Milk Tea from Chatime
drooling while heading to the car park
felt so delicious to have such combinations of snack
felt so happy to share a meal with my baby on the car
*Yummmy yet blissful*

a fabulous Sunday morning with the lovely morning kiss 
i wrapped up the pressie after the tasty cendol
then we get ready to move on to the twin's birthday party 
we're reaching when we saw the big logo of "M" in yellow color
the two little thingy were dress-up so cuttie and pretty 
a big hug and a big kiss for them, uncontrollable
my happiness totally squeezed out during the birthday party
the laughing of the kids and the smiling of the parents conquer the whole world

after the party, we rushing to sent the two nephews to meet their grandma
they're leaving jz after stayed in KL for one night 
*sob and wave*

accompanied two of my mummies to Jusco before the dinner
we hunting for meals at 118 Food Court after shopping
having a happy family-day even the dinner time was ruined into supper time
i do hope can accompany them more often during the leisure
appreciate a lots to my baby 
*muackz*

at first, i'd planned to work for the PC fair for the weekend but it's failed
it's an important job for a poor little girl who is money-less
the figure in my bank account is decreasing gradually
hopefully Toto ,Magnum or Damacai can donate some to me
somehow, this weekend was meaningful to me
obviously, it's irreplaceable yet plenitude

Noble Family Steak House



Ecoparadise & Ninja + Chatime


















Twin's Birthday Party




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