imy

somehow,imy...

he asked me what is "imy" ?

i kept silence

i want him to search it and find the meaning by his own

because it's just meaningful for me to him

there are loaded of midterms & assignments haunting me

but others keep interrupting my mind

oww~the flying soul of mine

the body still in dead town

while 

the heart already in KL

i miss my queen-size bed

i miss mom-cooked food

and of-course

i miss him

seriously

his smile & his voice flooding in my mind

every single moment

especially in the nite

such a gloomy week

i felt so sorry

because

this coming weekend is much suffocating for me

you know why

because this will be the first weekend that i cant meet him

you know why

because we met up every weekend since the x'mas 

you know why

because i already used to it

you know why

i like to spend my weekend with him

even just a single movie

even just a lunch or a dinner 

but i just enjoyed the time with him

gosh!

cant even imagine the sadness weekend without him

when i cant see his smile

when i cant hear his voice

do you ever know how suffering am i

i asked myself once & once

why i'll miss him so badly?

no doubt 

even me myself also dunno the reason & the answer

well

i just know he's not part of mine

i just know he's not belong to me

i just know he's not the bf of mine

still

he'll never know

still

he'll just ignore me

*shedding tears*

=LaviGne1007=

剪 • 爱

有一个人  很想放弃  却舍不得

有一个人  很想每天对他说’我爱你’

有一个人  一上线就会去看他是否有上线

要是他不在  一阵满怀失落

要是他在  却又不敢打扰他

有一个人 总是不经意偷偷去看他的空间
即使他的空间都没有更新

有一个人 会留意他的近况
然后开始胡思乱想 总是揣测不安

有一个人 一直在徘徊等待
担心他是否已经忘记你

有一个人  看见他的影子和点滴

梦里心酸流泪整晚痛哭难眠

有一个人 真的好想爱他
仔细沉思  到底他为什么值得去爱

爱他的潇洒？ 爱他的坏？

有一个人 让你如此在意
他却那样洒脱而不在乎

有一个人 为他尝尽泪的味道

而他不曾珍惜你每一滴眼泪

有一个人 双眼让他蒙蔽

却淡然与身边的美好擦肩而过

有一个人 教会你怎么去爱
可是他偏偏却不爱你

有一个人 时常说要放下
却忍不住又偷偷想起

有一个人  执着不愿意放弃

情愿被别人责骂顽固任性

有一个人 真心期望他幸福快乐
就算是自己不快乐 但都愿意为他付出

有一个人 离开他的时候微笑着
但是一转身 却泪流满面

有一个人  甘心为他停留原地

他却不会再回头望你一眼

有一个人  一直都不曾出现在身边
却永远贮藏在心底里

有一个人:好后悔爱上
因为无论如何他都不会爱上你

但  抱歉

如今只能够说一声:"对不起"

以为

那些都成了过往的曾经

=LaviGne1007=

Selamat Menyambung Hari Merdeka 

& 

Selamat Hari Raya Aidrilfitri

I have to enjoy my pre-sembreak before the final exam

According to the schedule,my final exam will start 3 weeks later

*evil laugh*

Baby and i planned to bring my parent to Johor Bahru and Melacca

We departed from KL in the early morning of 30th Aug

We spent our 1st day in UK Farm

The weather was great so we can enjoyed ourselves 

Then we heading to visit my xiao gu in JB 

We then check-in at 8Days Boutique Hotel which nice and cheap

The next morning we had our Dim Sum before visit to the oldest temple in JB 

Next,is the Chinese Medical session

It was my ever 1st time to have gua sha

To save my backbone,i have to torture by the sifu 

*OMFG*

I have been whack-kick-punch-smack during the torturing 

But then i can pampered myself with a full body traditional tui na and massage 

Guess what

It total cost me almost RM500 

Hopefully i can recover a.s.a.p with the huge amount

Then we decided to have our dinner in Malacca

We heading back to KL after the walk in Jonker Street 

This was the 1st trip i have with my baby and my dearest parent

Hope them can enjoy themselves as well

Wish to have more time to accompany them during the furlough    

=LaviGne1007=