第七章



    






曾经
挣扎的七年
我曾有一段爱得痛彻心扉的爱情故事
 过去
短暂的七星期
我竟然荒谬得恋上了那命中注定的真爱
现在
璀璨的七个月
我和他拥抱着承诺相互紧牵对方的双手
 未来
幸福的七十年
我们要永远同手同脚维系着一直到海枯石烂

毕竟这缘分得来不易
不是每个人都有机会坦荡荡得面对感情
在爱人面前轻松做回最原始的自己
坦诚相处的两个人毫无秘密、压力与避忌
感谢上天让赐给我们的际遇
感谢祂赐给我一场最赤裸裸的爱情

活在他牢牢监护的城堡里
就算城外荆棘弥漫
然而
我可以很任由的放肆
我可以很任性的自我
我可以很任意的耍性
我可以很任情的撒野
他毫无怨言地为我付出
他毫无私心地对我纵容

虽然他没有赠我颗闪亮的钻石
虽然他没有送我一束束的鲜花
虽然他没有哄我娃娃与泰迪熊
虽然他没有买我盒浓情巧克力
虽然他没有供我名牌包包衣鞋
虽然他没有给我上五星级餐厅
虽然他没有栋泳池配洋房
虽然他没有耀眼名贵跑车
虽然他没有艘豪华大游艇
虽然他没有高层般的薪资
虽然他没有手精细的厨艺
虽然他没有强魄健硕体格
虽然他没有嗓动人的歌喉
虽然他没有天天蜜语甜言

 不过
他有最温暖的怀抱
最宽阔的胸膛
最善解的体谅
最深情的温柔
最特别的默契
最体贴的呵宠
最傲人的上进
最热忱的关怀
最宝贵的信任
最透彻的了解
最自然的坦诚
最强悍的保护
最细心的灌溉
他还有一颗宇宙超级最无敌的真心  
原谅别人就是善待自己
渐渐释放了那坎坷的过去
当时还不够成熟的我
那个错的人没有珍惜与聆听
对他或许已原谅并加倍感激
即使现在偶尔会再想起
但已无法依旧像那过往般的深情
鸣谢他那时没有对我用情
好让我换来了这场百分百的相遇

我们的相遇就像已被月老善意安排的爱情,不能等待也不及准备
谢谢你他让我介入他的人生 
有了他,我的生命才是完整、美满的



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==== Session Closed For Final Exam Period =====





No doubt!
It's time for battling again.
In order to snatch my coming holidays,i got no choice to fight with the truckload of notes.

It could be another hectic week for me,right after the married week of my bro.
I deserved the last minutes workout since i spent my 3 pre-holidays weeks in KL.
God bless me for this final exam,please...


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110911




110911
The Day With All The Blesses 
Happy Marriage!











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Newbiesss



Drooling...
Here i step onto the mouth-watering session
found a restaurant which can be recommended to all

Seriously...
the foods served are tasty and delicious 
the environment and deco are attractive and unique 
(included the design of washroom)
the services are pretty well
and the most important part is the price list
so,i can definitely tell u that it is reasonable til the max 

1st time came across this area 
1st time entered this restaurant
It is Wild Basil at Solaris Dutamas

Ta da...
let's the pixs below to show u the delicacy

Mushrooms soups

Chef's Salads
Seafood Baked Spaghetti 
Grilled Lamb Chop

Mango Pudding with Vanilla Ice-cream

Overall was satisfying 
and promise will do have a return in the future
=)

Then...
We heading to the Matta Fair @ PWTC after the meals
searching and looking for a good deal for vacation
this is my ever 1st time to attend the Matta Fair in KL
we choose to come on the 1st day 
which is also fall on weekday (fri)
because we hope that it wont be so crowded 
if compare to the next two days (sat & sun)
we reached there around 5pm++
but we are the last couple to left the hall around 10pm++

Thai Traditional Dance Show

Liang Wen Yin




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黑白键




他和她之间



在你投入的每一段感情与关系之间
懂得并不代表清楚
清楚并不代表了解
了解并不代表理解
理解并不代表明白
明白并不代表体会

就像钢琴上的黑白键一样
黑键与白键彻底地了解对方
可是它们永远无法合为同一个键
它们上下
它们左右
颜色的分别
以及他们的长短
所以永远无法在同一平行线上
因此它们始终是分开的独立个体

请原谅我的怀疑与猜测
毕竟真心付出一段感情才会多心
请原谅我的情绪与思维
毕竟每个人有各自的想法和情感
请原谅我的妒忌与愤怒
毕竟女人是个天生爱吃醋的动物



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Irreplaceable Weekend




i successfully ran away from the bored town 
and finally back to my home-sweet-home

it supposed to arrive at 2.06pm
but my train delayed for the departure
and i reached Central around 3smthg
well, my baby picked me up then we decided to for our "lunner"
so, we heading to Noble Family Steak House at Viva Home

since we bought a voucher of it from Groupon before
so, baby choose a T-bone steak and i preferred Lemon Salmon as the main course
meanwhile we able to enjoy the buffet for the varieties of side dishes
the foods were taste-able while the services were definitely thumbs-up
we did pleased with our meals and the environment as well
it worth the next return and i strongly recommended to all the dudes

my baby and i went to The Gardens on sat after his work
we went for the antioxidant hot bed therapy at Ecoparadise
since we've made a reservation at 4pm
even though i left my printed-voucher at home 
but they allowed us to register as well

a set of towels,a set of Japanese robe and a locker key were provided to each of us
we entered our room named "Lavender" after we put on our yukata 
tumbler of water well prepaid beside our hot bed once we enter the room
lied on the ceramic tiles 
absorb antioxidants via the skin and breathing
the temperature pretty warm but of course not reaching the boiled-egg-level
seriously, it can really allows me to relax and detoxify 
we took a rest and served with the enzymes after sweating for 40mins
satisfied with the services of the front desk administrators and the facilities
enjoyed ourselves and glad to be bcz we got 3 more sessions to go
it really worth bcz i bought it tru Groupon during the 75% Off !

a lil bit starved after we done the hot bed theraphy
before we going home for dinner
we grabbed a solo pork-mince burger from Ninja Joe
with a cup of Taro Milk Tea from Chatime
drooling while heading to the car park
felt so delicious to have such combinations of snack
felt so happy to share a meal with my baby on the car
*Yummmy yet blissful*

a fabulous Sunday morning with the lovely morning kiss 
i wrapped up the pressie after the tasty cendol
then we get ready to move on to the twin's birthday party 
we're reaching when we saw the big logo of "M" in yellow color
the two little thingy were dress-up so cuttie and pretty 
a big hug and a big kiss for them, uncontrollable
my happiness totally squeezed out during the birthday party
the laughing of the kids and the smiling of the parents conquer the whole world

after the party, we rushing to sent the two nephews to meet their grandma
they're leaving jz after stayed in KL for one night 
*sob and wave*

accompanied two of my mummies to Jusco before the dinner
we hunting for meals at 118 Food Court after shopping
having a happy family-day even the dinner time was ruined into supper time
i do hope can accompany them more often during the leisure
appreciate a lots to my baby 
*muackz*

at first, i'd planned to work for the PC fair for the weekend but it's failed
it's an important job for a poor little girl who is money-less
the figure in my bank account is decreasing gradually
hopefully Toto ,Magnum or Damacai can donate some to me
somehow, this weekend was meaningful to me
obviously, it's irreplaceable yet plenitude

Noble Family Steak House



Ecoparadise & Ninja + Chatime


















Twin's Birthday Party




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Top Best Friends of Clean & Clear




Ladies & Gentlemen,
may i have your attentions,please?

Hereby,i would like to ask for your permissions ans supports to do me a favor.

I am one of the shortlisted in Top 25 of Clean & Clear Top Best Friend Contest 
with my BFF, Charis Ngui !
We need your votes to enter the finale and stand a chance to become the new faces of
Clean & Clear
for 2011 !

1) Kindly click "LIKE" on My Clean & Clear page - http://www.facebook.com/mycleanclear?sk=app_169699936421500

2) Click on "TOP BEST FRIENDS".

3) Then, kindly click on the "VOTES NOW" for Lavigne Chan & Charis Ngui in the 1st page of the GALLERY or (http://apps.facebook.com/cleanclear_tbf/votegallery.aspx)

Your votes are highly appreciated because we do really need for your supports.
P/S: you can kindly vote for us each time once in everyday til 31st Jul 2011 !

 

Thankiew so much 
=)
























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Extraordinary Weekend



Well...

It supposed to be a dull yet bored weekend in Kampar
but my man successfully cheers it up
damn appreciate whatever he did for me
as the compensation for him
the only way is -- Love him til the end of my life!

I fully utilized my weekend by the packed schedules
went to the facial treatment
went to visit my popo in Ipoh
then enjoyed the night with my man
pretty thankful to my man

Then,i attended a full-day workshop on Sunday
with my dearest Meimei & Ooiooi
while having the fun class with Matt siu as well as Hou siu
learn mickle of knowledge about etiquette on business 

I'm trying my best to get the assignments done before the coming Tues
*Hopefully*

Lastly, kindly
click "Like" on My Clean & Clear page below:
Then, 
votes for Lavigne Chan & Charis Ngui at 


(We do really need for your supports which you can vote for us everyday! )



 > Sincerely thankyou to the maxXX <




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Wanting



Somehow....
i feel so freaking desperate to be like this













can i ?????



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呻无眠





别说了
这都不是我想听的
你告诉我的
那我该给什么反应呢
是件好事还是件坏事呢
我不懂
也不想了解 
唯有假装坚强着

一团糟
情绪最近有比较大的起伏
我承认
是我的自制能力比别人来的差
在一大堆问题盘旋的时候
在思绪凌乱不堪之际
在我接近崩溃的边缘
你却开口说这些
难听中夹杂着许多不信任

不瞒你说
我快负荷不来了
神啊!救救我吧!
心都打结了
脑残了
要分析吗吗
需要个人空间吗
也许是吧
当作为了你好
我绝对不阻碍你的前途与发展
当作为了我好
让我不再对你过分的粘贴与依赖
为了彼此的自以为是

平日都不奢求天天赖着你
现在连最微薄的周末都被剥夺了
我能认同承受
我都默默认输了
只是少许不甘心
我明白的
看透了
那些不属于我的
在于一切相比之下
对于水瓶座的你而言
我真的不算什么
我也不愿成为你的绊脚石
在我思绪凌乱时
请站在我的立场试想想
在这乱七八糟的时候
我都快失去那基本的呼吸了
麻烦你
不要再给我烦上添烦
不要再给我乱上加乱
好吗

不要以为别人不接你电话时
就是逃避

只是当一个人泪流满脸
心酸哽咽时
根本没有开口说话的能力

回到原点了吗
很抱歉
我怀疑自己开始怀念单身的日子了



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梦。言



吃了药以后就感觉昏沉沉的
没有意识的熟睡了三个小时
发了一场奇异又心酸的梦
两人竟然在梦里抱着哭泣
梦境如此咄咄逼人
几乎把梦外的我也急哭了
闹钟需虽然在傍晚六时响过了
但也许是过分投入于梦境
欲抽身但却根本没办法苏醒

模糊中
隐隐约约记起当时的梦境
当时的他说好要留在家中陪我
因此而推辞了赴约
即使在数位好友的面前
我也只好拒绝了出席一场大型派对
姐妹纷纷讨论着他对我的溺爱
忽然他却出尔反尔
 强词说他要出席那场聚会
一场争执就在朋友们面前爆开来了

我冲进房里
豆大般的泪水也随着涌出来
倾在门背的我失控的嚎哭
他愈是想把门撞开
我愈用力堵住
心像被撕裂般一样剧痛
泪流满脸隔着一扇门与他谈判
熊熊的战火燃烧着
我威胁他要是坚持出席
那我就离开永远再不回来
透过门缝窥见他在收拾
他拿起背包吼道该走的人是他
我讽刺他切忌路上小心
他回礼祝我玩的尽兴愉快
这时我把房门开了
双方的朋友们都愣住了
看见他转身就要离去
上前用力握紧他的右手臂 
开腔问道是谁允许他离开的?
大家屏气沉默着
场面难免寂静难堪
他把背包一扔
双手用力把我抱进他的怀里
哭着哀求我的原谅
发誓不再会重犯同样的错误了
两人破涕为笑紧紧搂抱着
梦里梦外的我几乎被自己的感动而窒息了

傻瓜,我并不是故意的
我应该学习收敛恶劣的坏脾气
或许我也该懂得控制起伏的情绪
只是有些时候
每每答应了一些事情
却没办法遵守又或者失信了
我难免觉得像被背叛了一样
所以千万别口若悬河轻易答应
我从不相信那些所谓的诺言
什么山盟海誓
什么海枯石烂
都是如此荒谬的

然而
那纯粹只是一场梦
或许是这期间见面的次数增了
对他开始产生少许的依赖
他的离去让我有不安的恐惧
当他不在我的身边时
就像丧失了一份的安全感













呗吡,我打喷嚏了吗?
因为我又偷偷想你了


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Family Night ♥



 TAhhDA~~

Impromptu



Cheers...

Broken heart


Yums Yums




                  

mama & me

Side kick!


officially
here we step into the second part of 2011
i end-up the last day of June with my little family
that's always the most joyful moments whenever i be with them
they seriously can cheer up my bored life in Kampar
love them so much 
muackzz

♥♥♥



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