escaPe



ruinous
i was rushing back to the dead town in the morning with my sweetly hotcake

i supposed to sit for the MK midterm test on last Saturday
oopsS
i purposely skipped it for the Digi Live Tour in Ipoh



i gotta duty for the Nokia roadshow with dear Sarah
i really enjoyed myself even the task was a lil bit exhausting
cause i have to get my butt off the chair for 12hours++
yet
the rain god, the clown, and the FeiLoongSaoFu make my day



nevertheless
the most favored .... all those freebies
you bet 
 my first portrait
i  henna tattoo



guess what
the Latte Nescafe captivate me although i do allergic to caffeine
came to the dark with rain
the concert carried on 
we met the FOC lightstick just  like kids



mission complete
we went to yumcha and pool session with  
 Cheong Hung , Mun Keat and their buddies

OWW GOAT
why he was there 
i was stunned 
turned off to the max 
WHAT THE DUCK

i supposed back to the dead town on Sunday 
but i failed to do so
i went for facial treatment with dear Sarah
we done our own assignment in Khakabo

WHAT THE DUCK
my mood totally spoiled when the message came in 
WHAT THE DUCK
my attachment disappeared from the email
WHAT THE DUCK
it was already 7pm
WHAT THE DUCK
teardrops was rolling
WHAT THE DUCK
RM2.10 and one hour burnt and get nothing in return




***SIGH***
those days i escaped from the dead town 
*** BRAVO***




=LaviGne1007=

wanteD


phewww

enjoying ownself at home
nursing four lilttle
relaxing ownself
blogging for the first time at home
while
ignoring the test on saturday
struggling with financial problem
wondering my own role
halt it
i am no longer a ATM machine

if compare to the bored town
i rather to stay at home
the only place
where i can choose to be the real me

dump
all the stress
all the notes
all the papers
all the assignments

hatiku tertinggal di atas katilku
mataku tertinggal pada laptopku
notaku tertinggal dalam begku
otakku tertinggal sekeliling lakiku
aku tak nak balik ke kampar
selama-lamanye



=LaviGne1007=





Jumbled





found a new cuisine in today's menu
it's seems a bit messy yet tasty

mission: dig out some ingredient for meal
activity:overthrow the whole fridge 
booty: carrot,lemon and pre-rotten eggs

the taste just pretty alike my messily lifestyle
questioning myself and always
eat less ,save more ,slim more
pissed off with the recently state of affairs
tomorrow are blocking by destitution of luck
i am dying like the numbness of taste buds
tears pond dried and turn me sightless
wanna breakaway from the bumpy road
can someone just withdraw the ordeal from my way
**purrrrlees**

pick-me-up
the fuel for me to make sure i raring to go for the whole day
**ahh haa**
a cuppa lemonade drink with a slice of lemon
7-Up is enjoying its freestyle next to me



finished good:







    
=LaviGne1007=

无人の境


炎热的周末
手中握着隔夜的冻奶茶

拖着疲惫的身躯
懒洋洋的伏在书桌上

挨了整夜通宵的双眼
仿佛彩上了浓浓的烟熏妆

置身空荡荡的屋子里
被遗弃的我,既心酸又讽刺

空腹奏起了交响乐
厨房的泡面却遥不可及

唯一的老爷车也变得颓废
沉闷的周末更显得狼狈

蟑螂般打不死的压力
环绕着我四周盘旋

时间,健康和金钱之间的纠纷
推翻了我午后的思绪

犹如生理期时对待冰冷的可乐
愈痛恨,愈渴望把它们占有

身旁的7喜一贯的畅游着
与寂寞的我成了一幅对比

那是最心旷神怡的它
这是最失魂落魄的我

嘀嗒嘀嗒,泪珠再次滑落
恍悟: 我又想家了

眼看,它拥有了最真实的依靠
而我却遗失了最真实的归属感




屈指一算
仍有数个类似的周末,必须再次被遗弃死城里
心淌着血
就算斗得再精疲力竭,坚强永远无法战胜寂寞
无怨无悔
无论是悲或是喜,毕竟这条路是我自己选择的
执迷不悟
哪怕我的明天即使只剩一个人,我依然会微笑




独自的路上
我选择了跟随自己的脚步



=LaviGne 1007=

遗•残







今天
你看见了我的笑容了么
很好
那意味着
那是上天的恩赐
让我多活了一天

有人疑惑
为什么我总是爱笑
为什么我喜欢拍照
为什么我活泼开朗
其实
我的笑声掩饰了我的哀嚎
我的记忆仅想套住那一刻
我的快乐把痛苦深深封闭

习惯隐藏真面目
习惯转身后低泣
习惯把心事埋葬
只因不想让你关心
只因不想让你担心
只因不想让你伤心

曾畏惧入睡
害怕从此遗留梦中
恐怕从此失去意识
惧怕结束了这辈子

从不相信一辈子
世上无物能保存一世
亲情、爱情、友情
财富、健康、成就
亲情可贵,爱情珍贵,友情用心去体会
守财难,保健烦,成就渺茫往上攀

命运与机会
如何取舍
是我沉溺投靠着命运
还是我不懂抓紧机会
命运,我摆脱不了
机会,我掌握不来
我的人生就像个钟摆
左右徘徊,前后矛盾
随着岁月成长与蹉跎
直至生命淡然地结束
才恍悟、忏悔

我的人生宛如海浪
频率常起伏,千涛万浪

我的人生宛如弯丘
一波接一波,万重波折

我的人生宛如深渊
隐深无底洞,万丈难测

鸣谢你、你们
让我变得更成熟
让我学会看前方
无可否认
数月前脱离了恋情后
学业也随着败退
然而
我不再信仰爱情
不愿再被这游戏凌虐至遍体鳞伤
我不再奢望爱情
不要再乞求你任何回报与割舍
驱逐贪婪与诱惑
我深信
得不到的爱情,最珍贵
借来的幸福,不能够拥有;也不会带走


想着想着
泪滴不禁溅湿了书桌
无论多炽热的热水澡
也无法洗净我心中的疲惫
那踹不死的压力继续攀升
才恍悟近日的身子每况愈下
与其烦扰周遭的你们
不如选择沉默的逃避
请原谅我


















倘若


有一天


我默默的离开了

要是不能记住我的模样


至少


请铭记我最真挚的微笑






=LaviGne 1007=



 

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