nobody but you



                                                                        











yes,i do
i may be your lovingly one


yes,you do
you may be my loveworthy one


i'll try to find a love 
the way to chain up me & you  
until the end of the world


others may mock at us
others may tease at us
it may be an instant love as a maggie
anyhow
when me + you =
no more solo
no more lonely


because you will by my side
because you will hold my hand
because you will hug me snug
because you will bring me miracle 


from today onwards
you are the only man that i wanna tell
 i miss you 
i love you
only you,forever and always...


3.21 
ILY 
two is better than one



=LaviGne1007=

( !)




这一时
   这一刻
这一分
这一秒
严重让我的人生画下一个感叹号 
( !)

这一个极度泛滥于我心面上的涟漪
是我多年以来都不曾犯下的错误
这一此的大错特错
是一个提醒我不能再重犯的理由

滑鼠  摔了
眼泪  流了
心  碎了
没用  一切都无补于事的
那发泄的工具也不过是一时之念
淋湿了自己
只能在水花下冷静地反复思索着

失败的
在我生命里浮现一次就已足够了
吸取的
教训也只能狠狠地磨练成教训了


亲爱的,下次别忘了把文件存档
牢记  牢记



 =LaviGne1007=

Surpppppprised?!














14.03.11
it was the white valentine's day
celebrated it with him,accidentally
he came to be my valentines
the weather was just pretty good in the evening
so i decided to bath for my lil car after its maintenance 
the spec just damn annoyed during the cleaning
gotta put on the cons so badly

after i done the wearing of cons
stunned til the max when i turned to the back
OMG
why-are-you-here?!
a biG bIG BIG question mark swinging in my mind
[ ? ]
a shadow & a real body
he was just standing in front of me
*with-a-wide-opened-mouth*
in the dreamland HUH?
so unpredictable
so surprisingly
so speechless 
...  ...  ...

feels like wanna give him a warmth-hug with tears
but the situation stopped me to do so
while the EQ controlled the teardrops pretty well
he came to meet me with his backpack of work
when i saw him in busy-work-load
i felt so guilty yet touching

we had a dinner in Vegas
wondering that was our 1st valentine's dinner HUH?
took a wind blow at the lakeside
watched a movie of Jacky Chan, at home
offered him to stay a night here
kinda worried if he drives back to KL in yawnful
but he rejected
he decided to take a short nap before he move
Gosh!
he was the 1st man to sleep on my lovely bed 
can the second just stop for the moment?
cz he is freaking cute in bed,seriously
shhhhh...
everyone just keep silent & talk softly please
don't even try to awake my sleeping-baby,okay?
*grinned*

such an appreciable night we had
thanks for the time given 
although i do not received any pressie from him
yet, his appearance was the biggest present for me
in the end
he left in the middle of the night
i wished to give him a goodbye kiss
somehow,the mission incomplete
it may be a meaningful 1st kiss 
perhaps
imma save it for the nextime since i'm thanksgiver,always XD


how nice if he is the-man-to-be?
it maybe pretty joyful if he'll become part of my life, i think?
or having a wavy life if he'll surprise me always, i guess?
but the answer is...
unknown







=LaviGne1007=

雨 • 录




盖了,结束了对话......
继续投抱着,那堆积如山的书桌上......
冰冷的右脸蛋,铺在一系列的笔记上......
无奈的眼神,投射在彩色荧光笔与黑白笔记的交配之间......
字里行间,叫人如此眼花缭乱......
《因为爱情》,耳边传来的阵阵熟悉的歌词......
夹杂着,窗外连绵的雨滴声......
陈奕迅和王菲,再加上大自然的旋律......
多动人、多和谐,如此般配。。。
听着、偷闲着、享受着,不小心进入了梦里......
梦里,嘴角偷偷上扬着......
仿佛看见的,那是我和他的未来......
海风吹着,海浪打着......
原来,我们在海边也有了家......
安逸的、幸福的,看着孩子们在沙滩上堆城堡......
他们嬉笑着,我们也微笑着......
大浪用力一翻,惊醒了......
是窗外,那经过的车子把美梦给辗碎了......
回归现实里,眼前的屏幕浮现我们的照片......
才发觉,原来,我不禁想他了......
又要独自面对了,没有他陪伴的周末再次降临......
累了,却被一团团的功课和测验紧紧搂着......
快到了,那白色情人节努力向前攀爬着......
可惜,和我永远扯不上任何关系......
情人节去了,悲哀的是,他不在......
情人节再来了,无奈的是,他也不在......
节日,往往提醒着我是多么的孤单、寂寞......

落雨了,是天知道我挂念他了吗?
天晴了,就能停止想他了吗?



=LaviGne1007=

K.O !



Those for the days


yes,it's time to get sick
flash back of the last time i've fall sick
hmmm...
two months ago,i guess
as usual
i will just get sick so easily before period,i think
maybe of the weather?
maybe of the hits of flu?
maybe of the trends of H1N1?
doesn't matter
because i know the main reason 
i'm not strong enough & pretty weak 
consulted the doctor in the end
no choice
he said imma suffering for few more days
*doh*
i hate nose blocked
i hate fever
i hate flu
i hate cough
i hate sorethroat
i hate to be a sick-cat
such suffocating for me
especially during the period for midterm tests
cant focus at all
somehow
accompanied by the medicines once again
but
if you know me well
u know that i addicted to the taste of the syrup for flu 
you bet
i'm lovin' it,babe
however
i just need some concern from you(s)
yet
you will never by my side even when i need you so badly
i just hope somebody to take care of me when i get ill
but the situation will never never never  allow
so
i have to use to it,right?
neither dad nor mom
neither buddies nor boyfriend
no one
no one
no one
there's just no one!
i just can take care by myself
i just can cure it by my own
and ofcourse...with the "lovely" medicines & porridge
such lonely yet gloomy?
nope,not really
because...
uncontrollable
there are still loaded of notes & midterm tests are haunting me
there are still loaded of assignments & presentations are waiting for me
say "Hi" to them 
*wave*
welcome back to mama
*hugggs*
see,i told you! i'm not alone,right?

i think the badluck-ness already came toward me
everything gone wrong
everything just uneven & not smooth at all
have to go to temple get some "cheng cheng"
and grab some luckiness in return,i guess

 
*gosh!*
i gotta stop typing right now
because the tablets of medicines starting to function well
i just feel it's kinda blur now
i think imma take a good rest since the dizziness will switch off my mind
forced to MC for today even i really do not hope so
i'm so sorry
and
i will try to get well soon as i promised 
IMY




=LaviGne1007=

【脆弱】




我脆弱 像泡沫 因泡沫 被戳破
我陷落 像漩涡 的漩涡
将随等候着 不断在剥落
有个我被吞没

我脆弱 像薄膜 挤薄膜 捆压破
自信过 像贝壳 被碾过
我还能相信些什麽
但承诺和温柔都被挥霍
剩我一个人一个人执着 又算什麽

那麽为什麽是我 我真的脆弱
记忆丢失后 由西边逃走
为什麽 我不觉得快乐 也不觉得难过
为什麽而活 爱又算什麽
好多假动作 我们都寂寞

我脆弱 像粉末 吹粉末 在散落
我爱过 但寂寞
更饱和 我还能相信些什麽
但承诺和温柔都被挥霍
剩我一个人一个人执着 又算什麽

那麽为什麽是我 我真的脆弱
记忆丢失透 由西边逃走
为什麽 我不觉得快乐 也不觉得难过
为什麽而活 爱又算什麽
好多假动作 我们都寂寞

是否一错过最好的下一个 那会不会
你错过我 各自生活 被放错了角落
为何总是觉得有点不妥
不知道缺少了些什麽
花 自开又自落

为什麽是我 我真的脆弱
命运丢失后 由西边逃走
为什麽 我没有想什麽

就算有人爱我 太少人懂我寂寞



=LaviGne1007=

之间









爱与不爱之间,犹如一道选择题
像发丝与发圈一般折磨、痛苦的纠缠着

或许每个人对爱情都各有一套理念
对我而言
爱情就像一班幸福号列车
时间像车窗外的画面,匆匆飞逝
岁月滑地太快,谁也抓不住
悲的是
窗外的风缓缓吹走了我对某人的挂念
喜的是
一节又一节的车厢背后,慢慢累积了更丰富的情感
我就像坐着永远单行的列车
盲目地向前行驶,毫无停顿
旅途中
身边的乘客换了又换
终点线转了再转
但我却留在座位上,等待着,并没有下车
很可惜
依然会留恋一些风景、建筑、风情与 乘客甲乙丙
或许
那所谓的对的人
他独自站在月台等候着
一不留神,我就错过了那一站
再也回不了头
毕竟错过了,也只能换来遗憾
我曾经失了方向,迷了路
我曾经无止境的等待终点的到来
偏偏
终点站,始终却没有显示在票根上
因此
我选择奋不顾身而跃了轨
结束那无止境的行程
那并不是意识着我放弃了
而是
我选择了自己的终点
并不盲目断送了一生的幸福
并不让列车来决定那渺茫的未来
翻越轨道,才发现了生命里出现的分岔路
没错
我选择了停歇
我选择了放弃继续再等待
我选择了回头找寻那在月台上等待我的他
没错
就在那转折点
我割舍再沉迷于那无声的等待
因为那一刻,才体会到
真爱,是不需要以等待来交换的
等待只是一份纪念品
回过头
在过去的六年里
等待的过程里,我依赖着
却被无数人讥笑着
假如,你也曾经讽刺地笑过我
没关系
我会宽恕和原谅
因为到头来,我也嘲笑自己的天真和愚昧
无所谓
因为我会再次启程,向我的他重新出发

无论如何
即使路上有多艰难,请牢记...
在你爱上别人以前,记得爱自己多一些
不要因为害怕"错过了,也许就没有下一个"的观念
而随便爱上了擦肩而过的他
不要因为害怕"错过了,也许就没有下一个"的观念
而故意违背自己去讨好你的他
不要因为害怕"错过了,也许就没有下一个"的观念
而自欺欺人地假装爱着身边的他
不要因为害怕"错过了,也许就没有下一个"的观念
而不顾一切成为他想利用的代替品
不要因为害怕"错过了,也许就没有下一个"的观念
而爱得如痴如醉,爱得失去自我
终究
在童话故事里,没有人能够告诉我们
最终的王子和公主有没有离婚收场?
所以
请原谅我从不相信那所谓的“永远”
如果你曾经爱过我,你一定会晓得
或许
在我爱情的国度里没有所谓的“一辈子”
因为我知道
生老病死
毕竟其中一方一定会先离去
然而,心累了
从挫折与失败的恋情中
只能提炼出我更加感性的一面
却始终没能够让我再次相信那所谓的“天长地久”
经过多番的恋爱史
只能让我变得更成熟地处理人、事、物
却往往不能让我再次相信那所谓的“以后和未来”

仓促的周末,就那样结束了
我忽然领悟了许多、许多
发现我真的没有别人想象中的坚强

车厢里
冷空气打住了泪水
走进屋里
假装若无其事
关上了房门
掉了
眼泪也掉了
情节故事掉了
 
心酸既无奈,推到了极点
真的值得吗?
也许
不能接受吗?
也许
想太多了吗? 
也许
结束期待吗?
也许
选择对了吗?
也许
仍然存在吗?
也许
过分顾虑吗?
也许
太多...太多的也许
心中的疑问弥漫着整个夜晚

听见他说起了她
敷衍的笑,代替了我最好的回答
你知道吗
我和他
从相遇到相识,从相识到相爱
只构成了他和她故事里的42分之1
没错
就仅有那么的短暂
真的够了
我也是有感情的动物
我也是有自知之明的
原来
对他和她而言
我并不算些什么
我连什么都不是
别再拿我的幸福来开玩笑了,好吗?
其实
我感觉得到
他,仍然爱着她的
毕竟他曾为她掉下眼泪
很抱歉,我想我懂了
那是最珍贵的
那是最真实的
就算再潇洒,也伪装不了的
就算戏份再好,也掩饰不掉的

时间,是最好的证明
幸福,没有人能够带走
倘若我曾经被你用心爱过
谢谢你,我真的很快乐




=LaviGne1007=

 

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