K.O !

Those for the days

yes,it's time to get sick

flash back of the last time i've fall sick

hmmm...

two months ago,i guess

as usual

i will just get sick so easily before period,i think

maybe of the weather?

maybe of the hits of flu?

maybe of the trends of H1N1?

doesn't matter

because i know the main reason 

i'm not strong enough & pretty weak 

consulted the doctor in the end

no choice

he said imma suffering for few more days

*doh*

i hate nose blocked

i hate fever

i hate flu

i hate cough

i hate sorethroat

i hate to be a sick-cat

such suffocating for me

especially during the period for midterm tests

cant focus at all

somehow

accompanied by the medicines once again

but

if you know me well

u know that i addicted to the taste of the syrup for flu 

you bet

i'm lovin' it,babe

however

i just need some concern from you(s)

yet

you will never by my side even when i need you so badly

i just hope somebody to take care of me when i get ill

but the situation will never never never  allow

so

i have to use to it,right?

neither dad nor mom

neither buddies nor boyfriend

no one

no one

no one

there's just no one!

i just can take care by myself

i just can cure it by my own

and ofcourse...with the "lovely" medicines & porridge

such lonely yet gloomy?

nope,not really

because...

uncontrollable

there are still loaded of notes & midterm tests are haunting me

there are still loaded of assignments & presentations are waiting for me

say "Hi" to them 

*wave*

welcome back to mama

*hugggs*

see,i told you! i'm not alone,right?

i think the badluck-ness already came toward me

everything gone wrong

everything just uneven & not smooth at all

have to go to temple get some "cheng cheng"

and grab some luckiness in return,i guess

 

*gosh!*

i gotta stop typing right now

because the tablets of medicines starting to function well

i just feel it's kinda blur now

i think imma take a good rest since the dizziness will switch off my mind

forced to MC for today even i really do not hope so

i'm so sorry

and

i will try to get well soon as i promised 

IMY

=LaviGne1007=